SOooooooooooo it'll be 4 in the morning when I'll finish this entry I guess... I forgot the time as I was concentrating on the face of the girl I'm drawing. First art entirely done with Paintshop. I shall post it in my scraps tomorrow if I think about it. ^^ It's quite pretty, I'm proud of it. But the background really sucks, so I won't let you see it, bwaaaaaahahaha ! XD

... ok, forget about this laugh, it's just that it's really late (or really early, depends on how you look at it. ) and I don't know what i'm talking about.

It just learned that SilentReaper's fanclub received quite a blow : its last contest received only 1 entry. The admin thinks about closing the club, which would be a pity. So if she chooses to re-launch the contest, I'll participate. And YOU will. You will. Definitely.

Yesterday I went to Disneyland Paris (easy, cause I already live in Paris, hehe... ) and spent the day with a bunch of youths I didn't know. The friends of my friends. I didn't know them, but I sympathized with at least 2 of them : Wanda and Liam. The others were more together, and when I tried [several times] to establish a kind of communication, I often met a brick wall and an ice-cold wind... There was also the son of a well-known French actor (at least here), but he was kinda antipathic. On his little cloud of fame, something like that. Spoke with 3 people (we were in all 10 persons). Didn't seem to enjoy the place and attractions. Too serious, to me.
Well, I really don't care. All in all, I had great fun with them people ! ^^

And now... I'm listening to Erik Satie's Gymnopédie n°1. And guess what... I want to play it. Though I have no true experience at piano. Two friends taught me two melodies, I play the Lambada and Au Clair de la Lune by ear... and realy that's all. Hahahaha...
But when I hear this melody, it makes me feel sad. But it's something sad that doesn't want to come out. My heart pounds fast and strong, but something heavy stays next to it. Like an eternal regret, the most deeply buried secret.
... I don't want to sleep with this melody in my ears. I couldn't sleep with it ringing in my ears. Such a soft melody ; still it give torment to my body. My heart is wrapped in a storm.

Finally, I think I hate this pretty melody.